Repentence

I have supplemented your throne
with girls, games, and music,
and still you are not angry.

I have forsaken your commands
with a heart of malice,
and still you are patient.

I curse you for not leaving me alone
so I can fulfill my carnal desires,
and still you stay by me.

Like a father you know what's best
for me so I don't suffer,
and still I choose to be a fool.

Only when I finally fall beaten and still,
when I am laying in the cool silence,
I remember you are God above all.